Dreamt of work all night. Stupid racing thoughts.
I’ve woken up to this bad headache 3 times this week. Ouch. This was normal while drinking.
It certainly could be PAWS but pretty sure it’s stress. I’m already forgetting to take a break during the day and give myself treats.
In my profession these are some of the toughest weeks of the year, so this isn’t a ME problem. The situation would be tough no matter what. The long hours must be worked and paperwork must go out the door.
It’s 3 months of chaos and 9 months of cake walk. Right now there is no cake, but having almost no work or stress for 9 months is a huge perk.
- Tomorrow is the Belle phone call. That reward is definately helping.
- In 2 days I will have 30 days. I have already put colorful star stickers on my day planned as a pretty reward.
- Is caffeine a reward? I sit the fence on that. I am normaly a one cup in the morning girl. Right now it’s two cups in the morning (before 5 am) and maybe a caffeine pop at lunch for pep. Guess I’m going to have to say no to that one.
- I think I’m going to ask the boys to cook dinner tonight and see how that goes.