Alcoholic – yes. Good with that one. Never drink again – well?? Maybe? Now, I don’t want to drink but deep in my heart do I believe that I will never drink again? Honestly I do not.
Yep – just don’t drink today, etc. But I am missing that inner conviction. The deep belief that drinking needs to be off the table forever. 100 days sober – great. In a row? Yikes.
You know how you if you look for green tomatoes all of a sudden green tomatoes are everywhere? Surrender, denial, complete abstinence, in a row, no matter what…… I am seeing these themes pop up over and over for me.
Okay universe, I hear ya. Surrender to No Matter What.
And put some massive action behind that thought.
Let’s see what that brings me today.