I didn’t want to blog my feelings. But I forced myself to yesterday. Boom.
Afterwards, I took a walk and stopped at the vet to see when I could schedule the dog. They had 5 days open, the only 5 days this month that they had! I grabbed them. I went to work and told my boss that I will be gone those days. Boom.
Last night I ate THREE ice cream servings! Boom.
I am holding on.
I am pushing hard to add more & different self-care/tools.
Sometimes when my teenager and I argue, then find out he is right and I’m not, and he feels vindicated, he uses that “Boom” on me. It is cute when he does it. I don’t know how it sounds from a middle aged mom, but
I tried to put some massive action behind my thoughts. It helped. Boom.