I was up…now I’m down….My son asked if we broke up. He heard it at school. WTF
Since I have told literally no one, how does he hear it at school? I didn’t even get a chance to tell my kids myself.
But I was horribly, painfully, honest. I said I did something very bad. I drank and we fought. My oldest immediately figures out that I drank and drove. He is furious and disappointed.
I barely slept last night. I am down 10 pounds in a week. (I’m okay with this though! It was just crappy bloating.) But I need to be careful. I’m feeling fragile at a time that I need to be strong for work.
And speaking of work, it is going really well! Then, I immediately feel sad because I wouldn’t be here at all, without my friend’s relentless encouragement and support.
Reading back over old blog posts at this time of year, I was insanely stressed out. This year has been wonderful! Except for this breakup.
Up. Down. Up. Down.